Alien B

 

the leader of the Alien invasion unit ...
the man who is my manga-hero..
the man who crushed my small heart with his ugly shoes ...
the man who is so childish and pure ...
the man who has a green blood "i think" ...
the man who doesn't give a damn about my feelings ...
the man that makes jealousy eat me inside out when he talks to other girls ..
the man with most unique voice i've ever heard ...
 the man i can recognize among thousands ..
the man who hates me :( ...
the man who avoids me ...
the man with the most pretty eyes in the universe ...
the man with the most kissable lips :"> ..
the man that makes me laugh without even trying it ...
the man who's so selfish  ..
the man that makes me cry silently..
the man that i fail to speak right infront ...
the man that my courage fails me infront ..
the man that doesn't leave my mind rest..
the man that i wish to forget but can't ..
the man that inspires my imagination ..
the man who made me feel foolish ..
 the man that I LOVE <3 .

clarity .. peace ... seranity << illusions

first i only share my blog with six ppl whom i trust .. so if u are reading this you are one of those six <3 

what happened today was so weird so creepy so low ! 
which brings me to telling you that my idea about loser ppl is so much true " losers make the worst serial killers, the worst monsters you could ever imagine" ...
today was regular but for my friend it was extraordinary since it was Jared Leto's B-day -__- she made me listen to wedding songs & weird songs of Ibrahim tatlises on the way to college just to celebrate :)), actually i like this particular song named " kara uzum hebbasi " :p don't ask me why its weird i know it feels even weirder writing such thing :"> ... plus i talked about my alien B ,, i have this amazing optimistic hope :)) 
i made a very bad joke about a street sign related to a certain religious devision but i grantee u its a strong one >>

then bla bla bla the session ended we went back to the class, i noticed a piece of paper between our stuff, when me and my friend read it, it was shocking involved certain ppl names and certain things about their past and relations it was creepy we found that one of them has been accused of murder and the other was rejected 5 times well join the TABLE of rejected ppl :))) . and the person who did this is unknown but we all have a common suspect , and he promised for another one hhhh i think me and my group are next .. 
well i have nothing to hide + relationships doesn't concern u loser so stop talking about ppl daughter's u loser get a life ,, disgusting loser . 

my wisdom tooth :D

my first third molar tooth erupted last year particularly in the finals of my medicine exam i couldn't eat anything my gums were swollen & had a very deep ulcer in inner aspect of my cheeks + the color of the base of my teeth was red like its about to bleed in few words it was a living hell :(( 


and now i'm having the other one but this time i was a little prepared i used antibiotics & oral analgesic ointments >:)) still it gives me a hard time ,, 

they're affecting the shape of my face ( jaws)  its becoming square shaped  like kiera knightly's :)))) i think :p


i have this habit of keeping records about my health the changes but i can't do the same for patients i hate dealing with ignorant patients that don't even know some important points about their health and those make about 99% of the patients here so I'm toast ... my mind can't accept that a woman don't know her last period's date >_<?? 

my manga project

i've started a project of manga with the beginning of this year based on my college life and the characters based on me and my friends, the story is about a medical group and the adventures they are having in college in sessions, the most important events but it is really hard drawing all of us with creating a good story line i'm just begun and its the mid year exams i intended on finishing it but there is so little time & i only have few front pages colored and a few details book about the characters ... wish me luck 

ONE PIECE

one piece is an awesome anime that has the ability to change your mood if you are like this :( start watching one piece you'll become like this first :**(( then :) & finally :)))) .... i love all the characters with no exception.
I'm very much behind i only watched 159 episodes so far but i intend to continue further whenever i have the time. it is the kind of anime that makes me jealous about the adventures they having & keeping their personality  unaffected with a certain goal in everyone's mind. the type of relation they have with the leader luffy, the kind of friendship is awesome ... the story is well built and so much flexibility with tons of funny and strong characters that i find hard time to keep remembering their names :p. the characters are so unique with so much details and i recently saw the new style of the characters can't wait to find out more ... i'm excited ^o^

an afternoon rythm

i didn't have INTERNET connection for the past 3 days and i liked it i was away from all  ppl that hang in face book and it was like a vacation to an isolated island  and i had a nice smooth afternoon rhythm although i was so sick & slept most of the time & had an antibiotic injection I.M. i felt like myself in the high school GOD i was awesome back then :p