guilty

I'll never forgive myself for destroying the manga i spent so much time drawing it, i no longer have the guts to hold the pen and draw i feel guilty :( i want to hold the pen and draw alien b  but i can't i just freeze i need therapy for this one although natzi chan was tempting me today to draw :p  and he asked me if i quit drawing in his cool way making a simple joke :)) i hope i'll get back drawing and enjoy like i used to ^^ wish me luck <3 well i need tons of luck with my unlucky state :|