i've lost the real me among the too many characters i played, or i just wonder if the true me really existed ?!sometimes i wonder about that " real me " was it that brown haired girl little bit gloomy ? or was it that smiling childish face or this one that scares me a lot this grudge filled one ? did i manage becoming this nerd i always tried to be, the naive one hiding behind these fake looking glasses i started using one year ago ?, am i still this girl that don't know which is her favorite color ? oh, wait a second its the green that i like these days the color of the aliens that i dream of so often, i feel old now, old enough to start having my own student like my teacher did with me 5 years ago yet i can't find the me to teach !. some think I'm depressed well i never felt mind peace like i do these days thank God , still my half a year plan paid off perfectly i got my revenge i ask of nothing more than this and don't care of what happens because i chose this path myself i chose to be unable to recognize who am i. instead of faking all the time, faking smiles, faking conversations, faking friendships ... i'm sick of faking .. except when i'm near the alien i don't fake i'm hypnotized to be able to fake you penetrate through me with your eyes ...
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