الخميس، 21 يونيو 2012

don't go ..

test .. test ..


been ages since the last time i've posted here .. well i've been busy lots happened /


my angel baboosh just called me now to tell me that he is getting on the plain with his friends to turkey .. i miss him so much .. when i think about him i get tears in my eyes :*(, i couldn't hold my tears the past 2 days and i annoyed you i'm sorry i know i'm so selfish i want you for me alone , i hate sharing you, i get jealous from your friends :p, but hate to see you sad, i hope he doesn't think that i don't want him to enjoy and be happy, i do want him to be happy all time and have fun with his friends but i love him so much & i miss him thats why i can't hold my tears and be cruel with him, hurt him non-deliberately , i can't live without you my angel.. 

i slept all the day trying to make the day pass , I'm depressed that he's not going to be here tomorrow morning I'm so much used to hear his gentle voice on the phone calling me noona .. or the sounds he make when he's sleepy .. i'm going to miss him tonight, i wish to talk to you like every night :( i miss you baby baboosh .. i miss the way you care about me, how you tell me that  i shouldn't be late at night, how you follow up my sleep, eating pattern, i miss imitating you and your laughing about it .. i even miss the way we fight and make up soon after ... i miss your passion :"> .. come home soon , i'm waiting please come soon , i can't stand it, 12 days are too long for me , i'm counting the hours, to be able to talk to you .. i'm scared to recieve my exam results and you're not here, i love you, baboosh above all <3 my cute angel . my baby baboosh, my one and only, my everything . 

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